As Bobo is hospitalise, Mummy have to send you to Ah Ma's house during the day time when Daddy and Mummy are at work. I actually have mixed feelings sending you there as Ah Ma still have Darren Gorgor to look after and I feel they won't be able to give full attention to you....

I have consider sending you to a babysitter temporary until Bobo recovers. But Daddy was not really comfortable with the idea, for u to be looked after by an outsider. Mummy feel that way too but Mummy's also not very comfortable for you to stay with Ah Ma. Im really in a dilemma..... And at the sametime, I felt sorry for you too. I felt guilty not being able to look after you whole heartedly as Daddy n Mummy have to work.

Yesterday, after I visited Bobo in the hospital, I took a cab and went straight to Ah Ma's house to pick you. I was shocked when I see you. You looked so untidy. I brought your clothes to Ah Ma's place for you but I don't know why they let you wear Gorgor's clothings. The singlet you were wearing has black spots on it and on top of that , they let you wear the shirt that Mummy brought along. Its so warm. You really look so untidy and sad to say u actually look like a 'begger'. I wanted to cry at that moment but I can't. Whereas I find Darren Gorgor to be nicely dressed..... My heart aches..... I mean Ah Ma and Ah Gong loves you, no doubt about that, Its just the way they handle you that I don't feel comfortable.

I cried later that night not just because of seeing you in this stage but because Im worreid about Bobo too...... and wonderly is sleeping alone at home.

I just want you to know we love you very much... And that Bobo is not well, that's why we have to leave you with Ah Ma

Hope Bobo gets well soon.......

Above is a photo that we took when we were at a chalet when you were 2 months +....