Daddy was smoking at the kitchen window and I think a moth flew in through the window. Mummy's terrified of flying insects and Daddy knows me well....

This happen while Im cleaning up for you, for bedtime. The moth actually flew into the room. Mummy screamed , splash the water on the floor and quickly ran out of the room..... and obviously leaving you behind lying on the bed. How bad of Mummy.... hehehe

Daddy was like running like mad trying to chase the moth out of the window, and somehow he was talking to the moth asking it to fly out the window....haha.... while Mummy was hiding at a corner in the living room. Thinking how selfish I am leaving you behind....hehe.... BUT........ you were obviously enjoying yourself looking at Daddy running and jumping like a mad man.... u were like cruckling all the way.... hahaha

Mummy was like both scared and laughing when I heard you laughing, and Daddy was like asking the moth to fly out.... so funny. U brought so much fun to us although its a small matter of chasing the moth away....

Love you - Mummy

Bobo is discharged last Monday but she will still need resting before she can look after you... So u will still have to stay with Ah Ma for the time being.

Hmm.... Mummy fed you with pear puree and u seem to like it sooo much. Your mouth will open big big when u see the spoon coming over.... and you make the 'ahhhhh....ummmmm' sound. So cute.... Think you prefer pear to apple. Tonight will give you somemore... Daddy took pictures of your dirty face too. Will upload your photo later...

Nowadays Daddy feed you why arent you drinking? naughty naughty... Daddy not only your playing mate you know, his also your part time Nanny.... hehe

Time flies, u are already 6 mths old... Mummy's next plan is to feed you with solids. Been doing research to see what kind of food can I offer you. Dont be as picky as Mummy next time ok

Now wondering when will you start to crawl, walk, when's baby tooth coming out and when to call 'MUMMY!'.... wow.... mummy will be so touched

Sometimes when Im alone, I still cant believe that Im already a Mummy! Whao.... old already :( but Mummy's so happy to have you, at least it adds more meaning into my life. Hope you will grow up to be a nice girl girl. Dont let Daddy and Mummy worry, ok......

Love you - Mummy

Bobo is still in hospital.... wonder when she'll be discharged. Lets pray that she will be alright... Looking at her in hospital make Mummy feel so sad.... she has slim down so much...

We went Bobo's house and visit Ah Yee, she seem so poor thing. Have to stay alone at home. I feel she has sad looking eyes yesterday. Maybe she felt so alone and of cos she must have miss Bobo... Today, 28 Aug '06 is Ah Yee's 38th birthday and URE 6 months old! Lets wish Ah Yee a very Happy Birthday although there will be no celebration :(

While our way back home, we had so much fun in the car. We were 'screaming' in the car until I think Papa also cant tahan..... haha.... U have really grown up girl. U know how to play, how to laugh out loud and of cos when to throw tantrums.... The other day u were trying to bite Mummy's arms, mummy try to pull away and u snatch it back and want to bite.... and u make the 'Ahhhhhhhh.... Ummmm'... sound, so naughty.... hehe
And why are your nails sooooo sharp??? Daddy already trim off yet its still so sharp. U scatch Mummy nevermind but u scratch until your forehead all got marks. Daddy n Mummy heart pain u know. Maybe next time have to wear gloves liao wor.....

Today Daddy's off day, so he will be your "nanny of the day". Listen to Daddy huh and hope all things goes well....

Love ya - Mummy

As Bobo is hospitalise, Mummy have to send you to Ah Ma's house during the day time when Daddy and Mummy are at work. I actually have mixed feelings sending you there as Ah Ma still have Darren Gorgor to look after and I feel they won't be able to give full attention to you....

I have consider sending you to a babysitter temporary until Bobo recovers. But Daddy was not really comfortable with the idea, for u to be looked after by an outsider. Mummy feel that way too but Mummy's also not very comfortable for you to stay with Ah Ma. Im really in a dilemma..... And at the sametime, I felt sorry for you too. I felt guilty not being able to look after you whole heartedly as Daddy n Mummy have to work.

Yesterday, after I visited Bobo in the hospital, I took a cab and went straight to Ah Ma's house to pick you. I was shocked when I see you. You looked so untidy. I brought your clothes to Ah Ma's place for you but I don't know why they let you wear Gorgor's clothings. The singlet you were wearing has black spots on it and on top of that , they let you wear the shirt that Mummy brought along. Its so warm. You really look so untidy and sad to say u actually look like a 'begger'. I wanted to cry at that moment but I can't. Whereas I find Darren Gorgor to be nicely dressed..... My heart aches..... I mean Ah Ma and Ah Gong loves you, no doubt about that, Its just the way they handle you that I don't feel comfortable.

I cried later that night not just because of seeing you in this stage but because Im worreid about Bobo too...... and wonderly is sleeping alone at home.

I just want you to know we love you very much... And that Bobo is not well, that's why we have to leave you with Ah Ma

Hope Bobo gets well soon.......

Above is a photo that we took when we were at a chalet when you were 2 months +....

Came back from Bangkok. Miss Charlene sooooo much during my trip.

Bought so many clothes for Charlene until Papa also cannot tahan me..... hehee..... looking at babies there make me miss you even more, wondering how are u, wat are u doing, are u happy staying wif Bobo and ah Ma, do u miss Mummy........ cos mummy miss u. I can only look at your picture on my handphone. Mummy called back everyday to check on you and Bobo making sure that u are alright and trying to catch the slightest sound you make....

Bangkok has so many nice n cute baby clothes, not to mention cheap. Trying to find baby accessories for u, but seems like all are clothings

U came to pick Daddy and Mummy up from the airport with Ah Gong, Ah Ma, Gugu and Darren Gorgor.....
Mummy is so happy to see u. You seem to have grown so much during these 5 days, of cos yr botak hair too.... U smiled at me when i talk to you, and u laugh to Papa....

Was feeding you wif your nite feed and was surprised that you actually held your milk bottle, but of cos only for awhile. So clever....... hehe and naughty Papa let you sit down alone on the sofa, u fell on it and cried. Mummy know u are 'scolding' him right? hehe...

Bobo is in hospital cos her wound might be infected and you have to stay with Ah Ma and Darren Gorgor.... Mummy is worry whether they will show more attention to Gorgor and neglect you or that Darren will bully you.... but mummy know u will defend yourself.... *SCRATCH* anyone who bullies you baby! hehe......

Mummy will need to visit Bobo in the hospital after work and will rush home to see u ok....

Mummy's E-Diary

Has mixed feelings during my trip at Bangkok. This is a reward trip given by my hubby to me for giving birth to Charlene. Before going there, Im feeling excited and looking forward to it. But at the same time, I know I will miss Charlene and I am thinking why am I going to have fun while my poor Mum have to look after Charlene. I felt selfish at times. Friends told me to just enjoy and buy more gifts for mum then.

Actually my mum is not feeling very well during the week when Im away to Bangkok. She has fever but seems to recover on Wednesday. I kept on 'blaming' her for not taking care of herself cos she has been playing mahjong till 4am on tat weekend. I know she felt very bad too and me.... I felt so guilty blaming her again n again. I think I should be the one to be blamed, for not looking after her well enough after her operation.

Now she's been admitted to the hospital again. She had giddy spells and felt feverish once again. She went to the hospital on Sunday herself while Im in Bangkok. I just felt so sad for her..... where are her family!? while Im enjoying myself in Bangkok.........My heart pains.... Was eating sharksfin and shopping in Bangkok while my mum's suffering????? I think Im not good enough to be her daugther, I always tell myself to treat her nice but is always not so. And since now Im having Charlene, Im even more busier.... am I neglecting her?

We have all taken her for granted...

I felt sinned and on the other hand really thank God that he has given me the greatest mum in the World. Let's pray that Bobo will get well soon...

We chinese are not good in expressing ourselves, and me too.... so I could only write in my E-Dairy that :' I LOVE YOU , MUM & THANKS FOR GIVING ME SO MUCH'. Hopefully one day, I can say that in her face.....

This is my first time writing a blog and I hope to dedicate this blog to the LOVE of my life MY BABY GIRL, CHARLENE.

Charlene was born on 28 Feb 2006 weighing 3.005kg. She's currently 5 mths 19 days as of today. Thinking of the days when I was pregnant with her was like so long ago. The vommiting, tiredness, feeling so heavy and fat..... wondering will she look like Daddy or Mummy. Well.... and it turns out she looks like Daddy! And no wonder she likes to play with Daddy soooo much.... Hubby will only need to say something and she will cackle away.... haha

She's a very smiley baby, only throwing tantrums at times. Now that she's already 5 months old, she has her own mind. Stubborn at times...... We will usually bring her out for shopping during weekends. She likes it but refuse to sit on her pram at times and poor Daddy, Mummy have to carry her

She did her first flip last weekend and we were so thrilled. Her latest stunt is moving her belly and buttocks.... something like belly dancing. hahaha.... so funny. Oh ya, she's beginning to walk too but of cos with the help from us holding her.

Charlene's having one meal of cereal now. Am looking forward to introduce her to more solids as times goes by so that she will not be as pricky as Mummy.

Will be going for a short trip to Bangkok tomorrow with Daddy. Baby will be staying with Granny... Although its a bonus from Daddy to Mummy for giving birth to you, but Mummy will still miss you....

Daddy and Mummy love u, CHARLENE!